My 7 year old son's blog

i like meat and chocolate mint too
its best to take a chocolate bar
its light as a crisp and chocolate as it is
that is all i like made out of chocolate.
take it more love it alot take it as a bar of chocolate
strawberry chocolate is the best make it Be the best
it is definitely the best its is differenter than the rest.


i see a worm in the mud that is very very very hungry
i get it some mud for it to eat today
yes i picked ate it some more.

SIGNED THE DUDE

THE BIG MOVE

Well not been on blog for aggggessssssss!!!!!
Have been on pills now for over a 7 weeks '20mg citalopram'. Its made me feel very doped up thoughts have slowed down during the day but race in the evening.. wish I didn't feel the way I do but its something I coming more to terms with . finally moved out of flat that has been the biggest and worst time of my life, alot of wasted energy has gone in to that place. Although with the exceptions of the times with my son.

have also started to think about what I want to do next with my life and one of the biggest things I have come up with is a career in music whether it be in a shop or a recording studio. Animals are also a big thing, have been looking into voluntary work with r.s.p.c.a....or some kind of animal rescue place. I think one of my problems is my anger issues, I think its scary for people to witness and I'm sick of it. to be really honest and scaring the people I love most isn't what I'm about

An afternoon at the beach

Pebbles and sand meet
and take a stand
A voice rushes in
Falls on broken skin
Gaps fall where angels stood tall
on empty ships I knew nothing at all
Sails past with wishes empty on broken glass
Turn the mast and chase to face your past

Destiny will bite until you turn through
A pleasure to see, pages burnt askew

JUST A QUICK SCRIBBLE

Started on my pills yesterday feel a bit washed out on them, have been told that it will get better although im not sure, wont know unless i try. better than feeling the way i do.

Still here in this flat, waiting for grace. keep thinking if she not gonna come soon ill just take loopy back to lucy. im not waiting forever. i feel a bit panicky at the moment heart keeps racing then slows down dont feel hungry either. still might lose a bit of weight.

Trying to distract myself is the hardest thing to do cant concentrate for long periods i get up to do something only to just forget what it was i was supposed to be doing.

Things are beginning to pick up on ebay, so might grab a bargain or too.
Somethings are in friday ad(although at time of writing this blog nothing sold in fri-ad, has on ebay done very well out of it)hopefully they'll sell.

Then i can move on and make a fresh start think i need it. counselling aswell hope it all helps otherwise cant see how or anything will.

Well she still not here yet IS SHE COMING OR NOT Ill just leave in if she dont( at this point my phone rings and its grace) " ive decided not to come and say goodbye to loopy as far as im concerned i said goodbye when i left" blah blah blah, i then said goodbye and goodluck hope you have a nice life) FUCKING HELL, im a impatient fucker. But then she hasnt bothered in the past so why would she bother now. THE END



(NAMES HAVE BEEN CHANGED OUT OF RESPECT FOR PEOPLE I KNOW AND CARE ABOUT)

calm

Among the trees gentle demons sneeze.
catch a falling seed for it uncovers its deadly need.
Collect a vision 2 cool my aggression.
A tongue like fire a mind like ice.
Your eyes like angels with faces of long tales.
Hidden stories which do not pass, where faces of delight hide in the long grass.